The Heart of Jesus Christ Panting
to be Loved
Jesus has no need of us; He is equally happy,
equally rich, equally powerful with or without our love; and yet, as St. Thomas
says, He loves us so, that He desires our love as much as if man was His God,
and His felicity depended on that of man. This filled holy Job with
astonishment: What is man that Thou shouldst magnify him or why dost Thou set
Thy heart upon him?
Can God desire or ask with such eagerness for
the love of a worm? It would have been a great favor if God had only permitted
us to love Him. If a vassal were to say to his king, “Sire, I love you,” he
would be considered impertinent. But what would one say if the king were to
tell his vassal, “I desire you to love me”? The princes of the earth do not
humble themselves to this; but Jesus, Who is the King of Heaven, is He Who with
so much earnestness demands our love: Love the Lord thy God with thy whole
heart. So pressingly does He ask for our
heart: My son, give Me thy heart. And if He is driven from a soul, He does not
depart, but He stands outside of the door of the heart, and He calls and knocks
to be let in: I stand at the gate and knock. And He beseeches her to open to
Him, calling her sister and spouse: Open to Me, My sister, My love. In short,
He takes a delight in being loved by us, and is quite consoled when a soul says
to Him, and repeats often, “My God, my God, I love Thee.”
All this is the effect of the great love He bears
us. He who loves necessarily desires to be loved. The heart requires the heart;
love seeks love: “Why does God love, but that He might be loved Himself,” said St. Bernard; and God Himself first said,
What doth the Lord thy God require of thee, but that thou fear the Lord thy
God, and love Him? Therefore He tells us that He is that Shepherd Who, having
found the lost sheep, calls all the others to rejoice with Him: Rejoice with
Me, because I have found My sheep that was lost. He tells us that He is that
Father Who, when His lost son returns and throws himself at His feet, not only
forgives him, but embraces him tenderly. He tells us that he that loves Him not
is condemned to death: He that loveth not abideth in death. And, on the
contrary, that He takes him that loves Him and keeps possession of him: He that
abideth in charity, abideth in God, and God in him. Oh, will not such invitations, such
entreaties, such threats, and such promises move us to love God, Who so much
desires to be loved by us?
Affections and Prayers
My dearest Redeemer, I will say to Thee, with St.
Augustine, Thou dost command me to love Thee, and dost threaten me with Hell if
I do not love Thee; but what more dreadful Hell, what greater misfortune, can
happen to me than to be deprived of Thy love! If, therefore, Thou desirest to
frighten me, Thou shouldst threaten me only that I should live without loving
Thee; for this threat alone will frighten me more than a thousand hells. If, in
the midst of the flames of Hell, the damned could burn with Thy love, O my God,
Hell itself would become a paradise; and if, on the contrary, the blessed in
Heaven could not love Thee, Paradise would become hell. Thus St. Augustine
expresses himself. I see, indeed, my dearest Lord, that I, on account
of my sins, did deserve to be forsaken by Thy grace, and at the same time
condemned to be incapable of loving Thee; but still I understand that Thou dost
continue to command me to love Thee, and I also feel within me a great desire
to love Thee. This my desire is a gift of Thy grace, and it comes from Thee.
Oh, give me also the strength necessary to put it in execution, and make me,
from this day forth, say to Thee earnestly, and from the bottom of my heart,
and to repeat to Thee always, My God, I love Thee, I love Thee, I love Thee.
Thou desirest my love; I also desire Thine. Blot out, therefore, from thy
remembrance, O my Jesus. the offenses that in past times I have committed
against Thee; let us love each other henceforth forever. I will not leave Thee,
and Thou wilt not leave me. Thou wilt always love me, and I will always love
Thee. My dearest Saviour, in Thy merits do I place my hope; oh, do Thou make
Thyself to beloved forever, and loved greatly, by a sinner who has offended
Thee greatly.
O Mary, Immaculate Virgin, do thou help me, do thou
beseech Jesus for me.
Act of consecration to the Sacred
Heart
O Lord Jesus, I consecrate my heart
to you; place it in yours. It is therein I wish to breathe, to love, to live
unknown to men. And known only to you. It is in this sacred heart I shall
derive those loving ardors which should consume mine; it is there 1 shall find
strength, light, courage, and true consolation. When sad, it will rejoice me;
when languishing, it will animate me; when troubled and disquieted, it will
encourage and uphold me. 0 heart of Jesus! May my heart be the altar of your
love. May my memory preserve for ever the precious remembrance of Your mercies.
May all in me express my love for your heart, 0 Jesus, and may my heart be
disposed to offer you every sacrifice. 0 heart of Mary, the most amiable,
compassionate, and merciful, after that of Jesus, present to his divine heart
my love, my resolutions, my consecration. It will be moved by my miseries; it
will deliver me from them: and, after having been my protectress on earth, O
blessed Mother, you will be my queen in heaven. Amen.
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